I keep smelling that sweet smell that I have decided is Kathryn. Yesterday and even more today I have been smelling that sweetness. I think she knows I have been having a hard time lately and she is trying to comfort me. I forgot to tell about what happened last week. I was laying in bed and I felt this pressure on the bed next me and then at the foot of the bed. I thought for sure it was the cat but he was nowhere around. So, was that Kathryn? Some would say it was. I just thought maybe and if so I’m happy about it.
You know I have all of this time and the last few days it’s back to where I was not getting a thing done. Well I did get some things done but what would normally take me a couple of hours took me hours and hours. I get distracted so easily. I read one of Kathryn’s papers and I could hardly read it all. I really had a hard time accepting that fact that she faced her cancer straight on. She wanted to turn in into something positive and she did. She wanted to find a cure. But what really struck me is how she talked about the family, friends and community members of the cancer patient. She wanted to stop their pain and suffering. She realized that the patient is not the only one who feels the pain of cancer and the family and friends also are left with heartache when cancer takes a loved one. The patient may pass away and hopefully that patient finds peace and goes to a better place. The family is left with a life sentence of heartache.
Tomorrow I will have to move a little faster and get more done. I’m running out of time as the day we are leaving on our trip gets closer and closer. I have work to do for the Panda Cookies and the Camp Goodtimes auction. I need to figure out what all I will pack for the trip. I just found out the people we are playing golf with own a Washington Winery. You may have heard about the Hedges or Hedges Winery. I believe we will be dining with them too. I’m not sure if they will be driving at the track but that is the big deal about this whole trip so I’m assuming they will. I may feel a bit out of place since all of these people will be very wealthy. I’m sure they are just regular hard working people. I watched the films they have on the internet about their winery and they seem like great people. They also give to so many charities. It was a pretty big list of the charities that they give to. It should be a good time
I also had a friend visit. She is teaching in the Middle East and is home for spring break. I’m so glad she stopped by. It was fun to hear about her teaching position with the department of defense.
Off to bed so I can get an early start. Good Night!