So when I went to the head doctor she shared experiences that other people have had. One of the things she said was to keep an eye out for electrical things. This means like a light flickering that has never flickered before. She said spirits are said to be electrical or show that they are around through electrical devices. A friend of mine lost her husband a long time ago. Her phone would ring every night at 8:00 and ring I think 3 rings and then stop.
Our story today is something electrical. We had lunch and Scott had made a banana shake. We had finished out lunch and I was sitting watching TV and Scott was at the table on his computer when all of a sudden the blender came on. It was going on and off like someone pushing the one button that doesn’t just stay on. It was about 6 times. We looked at each other and Scott said, “Hi Kathryn thank you for letting us know you are here.” Wow, I never thought this would happen to us but it did. I told Richard and I said, “She is here” and he said, “Oh I know she is there.” It feels good to know that she is here.
Even though her spirit is here it is still hard. I wanted to ask her something today. I couldn’t. I wanted to ask her something yesterday and I couldn’t. I wanted to ask her to go with me somewhere and I couldn’t. Cats is playing in Seattle and she would have enjoyed going to it with me. Tonight project runway is on I think. See I could ask her and she would know. If it is on we could be watching it together. If she was at college she would have to wait for it to come on online since they never had TV and then we could talk about who went home and who stayed and what we thought about it. We always did this. If she were coming home for the weekend we would just watch it together on the computer. Well, she is not here and I will have to do things on my own and try to get answers to questions on my own, watch project runway by myself like I did last week.
Even though Kathryn is gone I am glad that I had such a wonderful daughter who made me so proud. She never caused us any grief she just made us proud and happy. She was the best daughter you could eve have. I’ll be paying attention to electrical stuff and keep my nose open for the sweet Kathryn smell.
Richard will be with us all day tomorrow. That will be nice. I love spending time with him. He’ll have to go for the weekend for the ski and boot company he works for but he will be back Sunday night and spend a few days with us. Looking forward to time with him.